Spiderfly

Jeg er blevet mægtig inspireret af Modest Mouse' nye EP. Derfor føler jeg at jeg ville dele med jer, en tekst der er udsprunget af et dystert tankemønster. Forhåbentligt kommer den til at blive hørt på et beat en eller anden dag. Jeg synes egentlig også den fungerer ganske godt som digt, specielt når jeg tillader mig at lege med strukturen. Men hva' betyder teksten egentlig? Jeg selv er ikke helt sikker... noget med en glorificering af hovmod og antiautoritær følelse, samt det melankolske i at føle sig elitær. Der er gået mange tanker igennem mit hovede under skrivningen af denne tekst, både fantastiske, surrealistiske og slemt dunkle. Nu tilhører den verden...

Step into the classroom

ghoulish looking kids at tables

my thought emerge from the walls

like a sticky kind of maple

syrup

feelings bleach off these treachury beliefs

because apparantly i sought them out

with an outmost terror of grief

I dip me in their eyes

hold my breath while still alive

but i see no one at all

misery by misery abide

kiss on you, you kiss on me

hush on them, i hush on you

you know it's true or lies

spiderfly, you ride or die

Now let me rap on rap

let me get beyond crap

i'll have myself back

i'm gonna get back on track

hacky sack my mind on crack

i can't relax no wonders black

i think i'm wack but there is no wack

there is no good, there is no god

i understood you had no thought

of what you could and what you sought

please be my guest and pull out my heart

The itsy bitsy spider went up the water spout.

Down came the rain, and washed the spider out.

then it grew wings,

and flew into the sun

the itsy bitsy spiderfly went up but now it's gone.

how long?

the itsy bitsy spiderfly went up but now it's gone.

it's gone

My interest in people poorly shows

i am the eagle,

i would just prefer to keep on reading

because' there is no freedom, and there is no reason

and there are no other ways

we really don't need 'em

and i can't reach them

I face my classmates, face my teacher

but all i see is television

a vision to tell a vision of will

and i spit on myself

i feel so terribly well on a mission to kill

spiderflies dont't care

it doesn't matter where come from

only matters where you're going

we're not going anywhere

go to the movies see what's showing

take my dick out keep on blowing

That's just the trouble of knowing

in which places you don't belong

smile for the camera

dance along

remind yourself you'll have to forget

that truth doesn't match this happiness

please be aware you'll have to repress

the darker feelings of this mess

and you've got to make sure that you will not miss

when i take you to the test

Down came the rain, and washed the spider out.

then it grew wings,

and flew into the sun

the itsy bitsy spiderfly went up but now it's gone.

how long

the itsy bitsy spiderfly went up but now it's gone.

it's gone

It feels like time is melting

and melting is the right word

haven't you heard the night bird

speak the obvious

i rely on propaganda to

reach thy holiness

excuse me sir, but do you know

is jesus christ with us?

he's gods son but i'm

just a genius

i depend on them and us

it's a rush to see it

but then afterwards

i need it like a drug

you're gonna fly with me

die with me, hide and seek

endlessly can you see we're

spiderflies you and me

overly glorified

while you flew

i think i died

but that's ok

i feel much better now

i'm in a secret place

and rules can't get us now

head up now, i'm going down deep

into the void of sacred thoughts

where i shall be the ninth of gods

and dogs bark silently, hills roll recklessly

and spiderfly you fly with me

i will not let you get ahead you must forget to see what's next

to you

Down came the rain, and washed the spider out.

then it grew wings,

and flew into the sun

the itsy bitsy spiderfly went up but now it's gone.

how long

the itsy bitsy spiderfly went up but now it's gone.

it's gone

smash it!

- Eye Cross